I said so many times - Just tell me what you want and I'll do it." Looking back at that statement now is embarassing but I see it now for what it was - a desperate atempt to please someone who clearly wasn't in love with me.
It makes me feel very small and pathethic when I realize all of that. No wonder she had no respect for me!
Oh well, working on that now.
I did that too, for a good chunk of my marriage, does it mean the WAS never loved us ... no, just means we sometimes put thier happiness and needs in front of our own, now .. hindsight, we can see just how devastating our unselfish act was... live and learn right?
