TLEE, I'm so sorry you're having a rough time. As you say, it sounds like it was too soon. But I do feel there are some positive signs for your sitch. She is clearly upset, confused, emotional, mad, sad. And none of those things are a) decision made or b) indifferent.

It may be best to give yourself a little space and time. Try and focus on what you need and not what may help your sitch. I also think Sherman's suggestion of a local support group is a good one. That would maybe help you connect locally with some supportive people. It's hard when you are new to an area, and you'll get there. It just takes a little while to reach out and get to know people. Do you have some activities that you do already there?

Keep posting TLEE. Your sitch is still relatively new. Wonka always says that hardly any sitches resolve within the first nine months. Take care (((TLEE)))

T 13 M 7
Me 48 H 46
SS 15
BD 7.14 PA
D final 5.16 (H filed)

We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus