Dazed and Confused

[Archer1]

You're right. This is only my side of the story. I know I have done my fair share to get this M/R off track and I'm beginning to accept that.

And you're also right in saying it seems as if she doesn't care about how her actions impact me. Both times I have caught her with internet evidence and confronted her. I asked both times, "were you going to tell me?". And both times the answer has been no. She says sorry, but it feels empty. I don't think she's shed a tear throughout all of this.

I don't think I can answer your last question. I don't know why I want to be with someone that's hurt me and continues to do so. I love her. I love being with her. I love us together. But I guess if that love is one sided it will never work.

No kids in the picture... I'm just wondering if I should cut it off, lick my wounds and move on.