Back again, advice needed..

[Tulo]

Thanks for your reply dear Smothy! I wish I could write that I did well and controlled my emotions.. But that would be a lie
. I just couldn't do it..

So I made up a silly reason, he had promised me a while back to help me get a water lock for my bathroom (he can fix that at his workplace) and called.

Feel utterly embarrassed, after all the great advice and time I've got from you guys and I just run full speed a head anyway.

I kept it fairly breezy, didn't go into any discussions about the issue and he told me a little about his weekend and asked about mine.

We decided to see each other after my 10K race on Saturday. It's in the same town where he lives. I think he wants to have the "talk" then. The thought of how to handle is all I can think about. Validation page and Zeus posts as well as all you're comments will be read non stop but I'm scared I'm to up in the air to do it well. I'm gonna write stuff down and practice..

So sorry guy's, I'm a bloody mess, I'm ashamed to say!

All my best..