Ok, so meltdown in progress.. Seeing his green dot on FB chat bopping in and out is driving me MENTAL! Feel certain of contact with OW even though he had said otherwise.

Wanting to call him now, see how he is, how he sounds, and every minute is a challenge.

Don't think I can do this. :'(

M: 44 H: 43
ILYBNILWY: 7/4-15 Decided to try to reconnect.
"This doesn't work, I have no feelings": 20/4-15
Scheduled "talk" :9/5-15
It's over: 9/5