Ok, I'm glad then.. Been waiting for what seems forever to get it and will spend my day reading it and trying to breath some hope into my today, very heavy heart.
I think your post to Bob was great, Zeus! And when I read it I know that you are so right. I need to find things that give me what I need with our without him..
It just seems like it's gone so fast, this change in him. From loving to not in love with you any more within like a month.
All he's said is just spinning around in my head, like a record with no end, and since he's a pretty calm and firm person I'm so scared that he has made up his mind and just won't go back or even register feelings that he misses me.
He's been so loving to me all along, and to see this change is so hard an feels (today) so definite that it's hard to focus on positive thoughts. Hope the books help somewhat.
Know that your words do, Zeus! THANKS!!
Big hug from me to you!
M: 44 H: 43 ILYBNILWY: 7/4-15 Decided to try to reconnect. "This doesn't work, I have no feelings": 20/4-15 Scheduled "talk" :9/5-15 It's over: 9/5
