Surrendering this battle to win the war.

[Pyrite]

Thanks Smothy, you too. I never imagined anything so hard. It seems like the past is crapped all over, the future is upside-down, and the present is just rubbing it in. That said, I do feel much better after a walk, half successful meditation on the VERY windy beach. And you know what started THIS downturn. Last night when I picked the girls up from day care i can see W's initialisation in sign in book.

She must've forgotten herself, Freudian slip perhaps,but she signed in using married name (initials). This is a first since BD, uses maiden name. Then d4 drops the biting game commentary. This morning I get to work to flat out denial email, blaming d4's confused memory AND I will call the agent and say go on the sale then.

I am pathetic .