Today's conversation over email was so calm and considerate on both our ends. I am proud of the way both of us handled the initial problem, and also dealt with the minor confusion that arose.
And I wonder why we had to split up for us to learn how to communicate and collaborate in this way.
And I'm so angry at you for believing that this is the only way-- that we couldn't have achieved this, or reconnected, or found love--and had a better relationship than before. Given the fact that we CAN communicate, collaborate, problem-solve, co-parent, etc. so well, was it really worth it to you to blow our family apart? Without even trying to get to this place together?
It makes me hate you and I don't know how to get past that right now.
