Thanks Life and Gwen. I really appreciate your kind thoughts.

Weird day.

So, I'm on this free dating site. And, this guy starts chatting with me. I have some red flags right off the bat. Something just didn't jive. He mentions he is in town temporarily to work. So, I just have this gut feeling and say, "Are your wife and kids in such-and-such?"

He says something sorta vague. So I ask directly, "Are you married?"

"Yes"

WTF?

So, I say, "Rat Bastard."

Well, this guy starts doing the MLC monologue all over the place. It was W.E.I.R.D.

He's all..."I've been married 18 years and we've been on this site together before and I was listening the to the young guys at work and wanted to see what this was all about...yadda, yadda..."

And, I say...well, I was married for 23 years and my husband was just seeing what was out there too...He hasn't seen our oldest daughter in 2 years. She hasn't forgiven him. Don't give up before you grow up.

Then, I unmatched him.

Whatta jerk.

Also, learned today that Matt's atty never sent the settlement proposal to my atty. Never sent it. His attorney is milking it until the next hearing. Ugh.

I sent a text to Matt and received no response. Of course, I immediately think the worst and imagine he is planning some terrible surprise for me. Whatever. I think it's mainly nerves talking. Fried nerves.

OH, AND spoke to my mother too.

Get this!? She posted on Facebook last night this weird tale about how she was getting gas and left the car running with the pump in the tank and went inside to pay or get food or something...Anyway, she is talking to some people in the gas station and this kid freaks out because her car is rolling into the street, heading wrong way with the gas pump still attached. The young man jumped in the car and drove it back to the station. No harm done, but seriously??!!!

My mom was playing it off like a big joke. I texted my brother and sister and told them she shouldn't be driving.

Then, I called her today to tell her how much it scared me. She laughed it off. And, turned it around...Last time I spoke to her I was really down and today she says, "So what are you going to do?"

About what mom? The Job? Bills? Divorce? D12? What?

IDK. She exhausts me.

"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man

“Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart.” Lois Wilson