Zues: I'm dealing with Anger, hurt/pain, loneliness, anxiety and fear. Before I would have found another woman to run to to fill the void. I also would have been angry and controlling with my W and S to do my anger and fear. I am doing none of that currently. I remain, loyal, loving, respectful, kind to my W and S even though my W is cold and distant and even though I have fear of the unknown and being alone. I am loving my son much as I can which is a lot! Pouring into him and focused on his health and well being instead of things I cannot control. I am also trying to get more connected with married/christian friends and attending events and getting a life with other that are family people with similar ethics and values.
SITCH Years of infidelity by me/H, working on perm change, DEC 2014 ILYBNILWY JAN 2105 OM JAN 2015 W says I plan to move out and file for D April 1, 2015 Dbing April 2015 H-39, W-37, M 18yrs, S-9
