I know exactly how youre feeling Winhamn. Its like they rip your heart our and then stomping on it to remind you. Just remember to not believe anything they say and 50% of what they do. Your spouse will speak in absolute negatives because he/she is hurting and scared.
Me-35 W-34 Married 6/2011 T-6 years S-2 BD-3/22/2015