So I'm struggling today. I'm back at work, missing my D's even though I'll see them tonight as it will be a normal night.
I won't pursue, but I am contemplating more than ever just filing. I can't take this limbo a whole lot longer. At some point the D's will notice that there is no affection in our house (between the W and me). They shouldn't think that's okay.
The loneliness, rejection and lack of any affection hurt, I'm just trying to pull further back.
Is there anyone on this board that this has actually worked for? And, what does "worked" look like?
As a side note, my W was sexually abused as a child, I don't think that has been fully resolved and I don't believe she has any interest in trying to further heal. So, even if this does "work" aren't I just setting myself up for a similar incident in the coming months, years?
