Weekend GAL was good. Went to a baseball game with some friends on Friday and went out with a girlfriend on Saturday, got out of my own head for a little bit.

Hadn't heard from H since Wednesday. On Sunday he sent me a text that just said Hey. Strange since all of his texts recently are usually to the point, "when can we meet to talk finances", "where do you buy your sheets", "have you found someone to mow the grass yet"...I responded after I got out of my yoga class and just said Hey. He asked when I wanted to meet to talk about money (we are going to meet Wednesday), but then asked about my weekend, what did I do, was I having good "girl time", telling me about his weekend visiting family.

Then this morning he asked if I wanted to meet for lunch....I am preparing myself for the worst. I think he is either going to admit to dating OW or tell me he is moving to the city 4 hours away. I'm pretty sure that it is not just a friendly catch up lunch and he doesn't want to wait until we meet on Wed., so something he wants to tell me in person. I will keep my emotions in check, validate if needed, and STFU. Wish me luck!


Me:36 H: 29
T: 4 years
M: 2 years
No kids
In-house sep 10/4/14
H moved out 1/2/15
Talk of D 4/9/15

"She's standing on a line between giving up and seeing how much more she can take" John Mayer