WAH with one foot out the door and one in.

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Also, I should mention that I started reading MWD's Sex Starved Marriage. I certainly see my M in this book and why we have as many issues as we do. Again, I had no idea that sex had so much more meaning to my H and what he must have been feeling do to lack of physical intimacy. This book as really resonated with me.

No wonder I see so much hurt, anger and resentment from H. It certainly makes me sad and regretful that I did not learn this sooner. I think it would have made me try harder to figure out desire issues. It could have made a big difference in our M. Just not sure how to express this specific realization to H. just concerned that it is too late for him to accept. I know that I just need to work on me and my changes, but not sure how this is translated non-verbally to H.