Mozza - I gave an IC but can't afford to go right now. But it's ok. I took a deep breath and moved through whatever that nonsense in my head was and am back on the ground in a good way.
Zephyr- you're doung great. I admire you, I know how tough it is living with someone and not knowing the score. Thank you for the support.
Mid 30's Psych-abusive M with violent tantrums from XH D 9/15; NC forever on