Today, H comes in the house and he was opening a package. He brought it over to me and said "don't say I never gave you anything." I replied "I would never say that." He ordered me a cookbook. It's actually really funny too....it's called "Thug Kitchen: eat like you give a f..k" (a vegetarian cookbood, we are not vegetarians) I asked where he got the idea and he said SIL showed it to him the other day. He knows I like to cook and try new recipes and that I try to be healthy(sometimes...lol) so it was actually a really thoughtful gift.
Then tonight it seems like he was texting again (hiding the texting is more of a factor than the texting itself).
My sister said to "let it roll" which I know is what I'm supposed to do...just frustrating as hell and so disrespectful.
Anyway, other than all of that drama I had a decent weekend. Played softball Friday and went out afterwards. Saturday I cleaned the house some and power washed part of the lanai. Then we had the baseball game. Today I finished the lanai and D16 and I went shopping and stopped where her friend works to eat. Cooked dinner, H grilled and we ate outside. Have had some really nice weather so I hung out by the pool and had some wine....this is when H went in the garage to text...
I'm looking forward to vacation this summer and a couple of weeks away from him, and I always enjoy my time up there and since it will be just D16 and I for the first couple of weeks I will not have to worry about too much. D16 usually spends time with her cousins and friends so I will be on my own. There are a few things we are going to do together as well. I am definitely going to use that time to decompress and reevaluate.
Time to make appt #2 with DB coach. Haven't done a great job on the compliments the past few days...will have to make an effort tomorrow.
Me-44 (45) H- 50 (51) M-'96
S-18(20)D-15(17)D-12(14)
BD Feb 2014 (he works overseas) home Oct(sep rooms) (EAs possible Pa's unconfirmed) insists wants D through July 2015 no more talk of D since
