I am so sorry to hear about all the trouble you are dealing with. It is gut-wrenching, I know. In my honest opinion, it seemed like you were moving in the right direction, but it seems like now you're taking a step or two back. We all stumble, boy I know I sure do!
Please read 25's comments, questions to you and advice in the last post. 25 is right on.
I wish you well. You CAN get through this.
Bob
Me:55 yrs/W:51 yrs (has MS) M:14 yrs T:15 yrs No children together--3 each from previous marriages Wife Moved Out: 10/19/14 Wife Filed for Divorce: 10/20/14 Divorce Final: 10/21/15