Part 19 - keeping on keeping on

[edz]

Right back at you v, I like to think we all send each other positive vibes.

You are very much being thought about here

W chose not to come to lunch she messaged me to say she enjoyed yesterday but if s and I didnt mind shed stay at the flat. Then s ate something he normally avoids and I let her know after dinner. She messaged to say she was torn and while she wanted her space today she was really sad shed missed that. Validated and we fb chatted and s and I sent some fun pics of silliness going on.

W then texted me info that she's been doing research on day schools and one in particular. This would absolutely mean a move out of Dorset in fact. W is very goal oriented so if she's starting to investigate she must be at least fairly serious. This evening she's messaged a couple of messages that seem to say she's had enough of being on her own at least for today. We had a bit of a politics chat (which I'll keep out of here as nothing causes more opinions bar religion!) And she's off for a bath book and bed.

Me. I felt good today, peaked this early evening when I felt really positive and happy with s and late I'm feeling a little tired and maybe a little lonely now s is in bed but nothing huge no repeat of even a few months ago.

We've left tomorrow open and we'll see what we want to do in the morning.

Thanks to all my dB buddies. I do feel w is at the very begining of showing reconciliation actions but I'm wary of expectations, expecting some back steps and probably some more emotion but it does feel like a new chapter in this story. We shall see as I keep on keeping on.