Ugh. Coming home from the first "not my weekend with the kids" was really really hard.

I was just out of church and feeling really emotional. Came home, and the kids hardly noticed I was there. Wife had some sad song about watching tears rolling down someone's checks and I about lost it. I had to turn that off.

Really really was sad for a while. It eventually went away, more or less.

Small victory, did have a good non kid conversation with wife before she left to go to work.

Feeling really down about things. Kids already seem to be acting differently. I don't know much about what's going on in their lives after being gone for 6 days. I hate it.

Me: 35 Her (WAW): 34
D8, S5, D2
T:16, M:9
BD + D: 4/3/2015
EA Confirmed 5/6/2015
Separation under the same roof