Zelda - hang me up to dry

[Zelda09]

I am starting to doubt myself, I feel like I'm going nuts. Maybe H just lost his temper. Like he said, he didn't really throw those things at me or see me closing The front door when he slammed in into me, he said he thought I was already in the car. He admits being wrong for destroying my phone, maybe that's all he thought he really did and that's why it's ridiculous to him I said I can't feel safe.

I saw pics of him on FB this morning. I still love him. I feel so much disbelief at all of this. I looked at him and it was so hard for me to believe he's the man that acted the way I see him acting in that fight, the apathy afterward, delivery of the news he intends to sleep around. He looks like the same man who I trusted.