Zelda - hang me up to dry

[Zelda09]

I found a draft of written H a few weeks after he came back claiming to be all in. About my hopes and confidence in us. It was so sweet. I don't know why I didn't send it. One of his fears he kept repeating in last six months was that I cared more about R than him, I was an enemy in this respect. I tried to tell him in this letter it wasn't so, and I wanted our R to be something that supported him.

I just don't know what to believe about any of what he said or did, nothing adds up.