Oh, there you are sweet Jelly Bean! (I want to start off with saying that I bought a truckload of red ones yesterday and they were so jummy, as always! )
You are so right, I have got some splendid advice from great people, including you, and I feel blessed to have that help. I come here when ever I feel it's overwhelming me and it's so wonderful to be able to do that! Thank you all!!
I try to keep your words in my head all the time, it's not a sprint.. I'm just so scared that he doesn't even think of me when I'm out of sight. That thought freaks me out, and I really have to check myself to not spiral out of control. Also when words "Don't believe anything of what he says" is a help to me.
Yesterday it was a week since we've meet and it hurts to think it will be a lot longer than that. But I try to think that this could give him a chance to miss me.. I pray for that and feel silly to ask God for this when he has so many more important things to deal with. But that is what I do..
How are you doing, sweet bean?
Lots of hugs from me to you!! Thank you so much for all your help! Means the world to me!! <3
M: 44 H: 43 ILYBNILWY: 7/4-15 Decided to try to reconnect. "This doesn't work, I have no feelings": 20/4-15 Scheduled "talk" :9/5-15 It's over: 9/5
)
