if it's too late why is he still here?

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He didn't say, I didn't ask. He has, on occasion, gone out alone...I just felt this was planned. Again, ok except he could've told me. he came home and he didn't smell like another woman so I'm sure he went out and had a some beers. It is unlike him to stay out that late but what pisses me off is that D13 was calling and texting him and he didn't respond, (he said he left his phone in the car, not sure I believe that but whatever) she was upset and worried that "something happened to him."

I'm just having one of those WTF am I doing moments. I'm sure it will pass...talked to my sister and feel better for now.

Had a baseball game fundraiser for D13. Unfortunately I had to work in the concession stand most of the night instead of hanging out with H, SIL, BIL and a few friends. Hung out briefly, apparently H is still planning on going with BIL when SIL and I do our run in Feb 2016...SIL told him he needs to reserve a room. We'll see what happens. When I finished H was gone, SIL said he went for a smoke but he never came back....I texted him and he was already home...didn't even tell his sister and her husband he was leaving, at least it's not just me.

We will see what tomorrow brings!