We've had a great couple of days together, but today has been the best so far. We stayed outside all day. I got them two fishing poles for Easter and we have been practicing for an upcoming fishing derby. We had a great time. Tonight, my parents come over tonight for dinner (Chicken and Salmon on the grill. Baked Brussel Sprouts) and a fire for s'mores.

Of course while having the s'mores, X called and the phone was not near me. I missed the call, then texted her... "We are having s'mores outside with my parents are u free to talk after?"

No response... 1 hr later I am putting the kids down to bed, and my D really wanted to talk to X. We called, I prompted D through leaving a voicemail. Immediately after hanging up D said lets call again. This time she left another voicemail and basically said I love you Mommy 5 times. It was extremely sweet and also heartbreaking. I have not acted in anyway. But honestly it is frustrating. I am more hurt and sorry for my children as they have to learn to live with the failure of their parents.


Me: 32 W: 29 T:8 M: 6 D4 S2
M - 8/2008
W is not happy - 1/2014
W wants D - 9/2014
W moved out - 11/2014
D filed - 1/23/2015
D'ed - 2/25/2015
Gave X the Letter - 11/10/2015