Z,
no advice to offer just know that there's a fellow passenger on the SS Titanic with you. you are not alone. praying for you!

M40 XW35
M11 T15
S9 D5
Bomb 6/3/14
Papers del 10/3/14
D final 12/5/14

I wish I could love you and make you believe it
'Cause that's all you ever wanted
From me