TenBook, I do need to let go. I'm a typical NG and have a hard time letting go. I'm sick of being a NG.

If had let go, we wouldn't have had the fight today. I simply wouldn't have cared what she was doing.

This day started off great and now it's been one of the worst since D-day 4 months ago. I don't feel as bad as when I found about the EA. I feel worse than when I found out the EA was a PA, maybe that was because I always suspected the EA was a PA. Anyway, I feel worse today because today was completely on me. My inability to let go caused this.

M:42 W:43
T:14 M:10
S:9 D:5
W filed 12/22/14
EA 12/31/14
PA 4/10/15
D final 5/13/15