Back again, advice needed..

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Venting a little bit.. I have decided to try and keep my feelings in check until next weekend. My hope is that he'll get in touch (when I don't) and try to set up our "talk" or preferably just to check how I am doing.

But anyway, I hope that we can schedule the talk to next Saturday. I will keep my head down and hope that he notices. On Saturday I'm going to run a 10 K race and it's in his town were he lives. So if all goes well, we could meet up afterwards. I will have loads of happy feelings, as I more or less always have after a run, and I hope that will lead to me being able to handle our talk in a better way.

I have decided to let him talk, just show that I can listen and maybe ask some questions and get a better picture of what he feels and why. If he is decided on that he wants us to part ways, I'm not gonna plead or beg. I'm gonna tell him that it's not what I had hoped but I understand him and that I love him enough to let him go, if he's decided that that is really what he wants. I will let him know, in a loving way, that I will go on with my life and if he ever feels that his choice could have been a mistake I hope that he will let me know and give us the chance to meet and see if there is anything still there.

Any thoughts on this?

It's gonna be hard and I'm going to write down some stuff, but I will have a good think about it first.

Would greatly appreciate any thoughts on dues/don't..

All my best!