Complex #7 - the green(-card) mile

[Complex]

Thanks for your kind words toots.
After sleeping over it I still feel pretty rattled. And my opinion didn't really change.
I think I have reached a point where I have to give up and move on. W made herself very clear and she also showed me a lot of disrespect and that she has not even learned a little bit. She is calling me creepy, maybe I was I don't know, I tried to make peace and gave it a few attempts in a very calm way but she is still such a nasty fighter even tho I begged her to not do it this way and I genuinely asked her to stop the fighting and rod her what I want from her so we can have peace. It wasn't difficult. She refused.
In the end it is just showing me how much I do NOT want to be with her this way. She is not the person anymore that I used to know.
But the funny part is: she a) thinks she is perfectly happy (although she lost friends and family is mad at her b) she thinks she is still the exact person that she used to be.
I don't know what to say.

Ok. Enough ranting for this morning. I want to start this day right and be positive.
But what happened yesterday was kind of the last nail in the coffin for me. It might sound harsh, but I don't think I can do this anymore personally and I will give in so I can move on with my life.
It really hit me again thanks for your support