ya i say that too. ugh. sometimes i just want to give up... i cant keep feeling sad like this and i dont want to cling on him cause it is ugly. he says its childish. i know but i just want to hug him and kiss him... i am taking care of me. thank god! lol i finally am making me time. pampering my self. but when i look good and feel good i just want him by my side! i wake up thinking about him, i fall asleep thinking about him. all day hes in my head!


Me 34 H 33
Married 2006
S5 D2
BD Jan 2015 EA/PA
He moved out 2/2/2015
Came back 5/2015
Filed divorce papers 8/21/2015