I will definitely read about the depression. Even though it doesn’t look to me that H is in depression. I think he is in denial, LOL. And trying to party as hard as he can…
Don't let his partying facade fool you. MLCers are quite adept at compartmentalizing their lives. When alone, I would bet the Kent Farm that H is really depressed. I was during my MLC. So we self-medicate with OWs/OMs and doing outrageous things as a distraction tool. Heavy replays are a smokescreen for getting their agnst and depression in check BECAUSE they are not ready to deal with it or confront their inner misery.
You would do well to keep this in the back of your mind.
