Complex #7 - the green(-card) mile

[Complex]

Fakk. Lightning just stroke me. Had a humongous emotional setback. I don't even know why.
I had this huge discussion with W. Very mad. Lots of blaming. Trying to make her understand. She did the same. It was pretty nasty.
I kind of had the feeling I'm over it. I'll give in. So I suggested we go to a therapist together, sort out our feelings, get rid of the grief so we have a closure and are able to move on without this very bitter taste in our mouth.
She still believed I only want this to get her back, disagreed etc. then escalation.

And I don't even give a damn.
It is what it is. I just want to move on and never see her again. I'll find happiness somewhere else.