How am I dealing with my feelings now?
Me and pretty much EVERYONE thinks she is a complete idiot to divorce me.
I'm so beyond catering her in any way. I'm mad. I want to forgive her, and I will. But what a fool she is.
There's no deep communication between me and her. Do you guys think it would be ok to have some sort of a talk with her?
I want to move on with my live. I have the urge to let those things behind. I feel stuck. I want to move out. But it's my martial home. I should ask a lawyer and should I have a talk with W about it? I want to take initiative. But of course I need to wait on my greencard.
Mehhh. Sorry guys. Just some things flying around in my head I needed to let out.
Thanks


Me 32 (German) Wife 28
T 3yrs M 2yrs
Moved to US for W
No kids
BD 6/2014
In house separation
Confirmed EA 1/2015
(ongoing since BD)
OM not ready
Real D talk started 1/27/15