God bless you. I feel you and your posts are inspiring and sad and happy all at the same time. You sound like you are in a better place now. You H is an idiot who is lost in his MLC. The truth is you don't need him. You have you and your two lovely children and many many more people who love you.
I can't wait until I get where you are - I am almost there - I just want to be at peace with myself and to have the trauma out of my body and mind.
You have done the hard work, I wish I was there, a few more months and it will be a year for me too. I hope I am in a better place too.
