Journaling;
For some reason, I'm really missing W today. It has been tough thinking about the inevitable D. I miss her companionship and physical touch. I can GAL and fill up my free time with stuff but nothing replaces that. It makes me sad that I will most likely never experience that again with her.

I'm also really impacted today by how tough a D will be on our kids. They deserve so much better.

I'm just feeling defeated today.

Me:35 W:30
D:4 S:1
Bomb: 01/08/15, discovered EA & PA
In House Separation: 01/14/15
W moves out: 04/05/15
I tell OM's W about A: 04/15/15
W serves D papers: 06/19/15
Mediation: 09/16/15
D final: 12/01/15