I am going out. I'm going to the gym when ever she decides to come home. I've gone out couple time since this all started. It's hard for me to get out when she's always working. Like the gym today. I would like to go around 6 but instead I'll have to wait till she gets home between 6 and 8:30 depending on meeting or if she stops off for a drink with friends. Little selfish. Her gym days she never has to wait. Sitter watching S tomorrow. She's going out with her friends and me mine. I don't think me going out trying to move on bothers her. If it does W hides it well.


both 40
kids 15 and 10