Part 19 - keeping on keeping on

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S just dropped around and bouncy as ever

W cant make tomorrow for maths now as MIL/FIL are doing the garage again (slight 'Grrrrrrr' internally but I'm resigned to this now it's still her call to sort and enforce boundaries there and, to be honest, it means I can get to the shops and get clothes for tomorrow night and pick my watch up ready after maths with s which I'd feel wouldn't be the best idea if w chose to spend time with me tomorrow morning) so no need for shops tonight or McDonalds (didn't tell s that bit !)

It was interesting she was apologetic about it, was a great opportunity to show that I dont need to hang onto her though hopefully validates the dropping of codependency. I said it was a shame but we'll have time together tomorrow night at dinner so no problems and we'll get coffee next week when he goes.

Does mean I'll be cooking, meatballs with chilli and tomato sauce and tagliatelle for me, meatballs tomato and penne for s.

Some games, some tv and then a nice chilled evening before bed is the plan.

Noticed that w is notably more relaxed around me now, lots of small non verbal changes - hand down relaxed pose (comes of trying to learn to read non verbal communications better as I was woefully bad at it), even coming over for a hug before leaving. It feels rather nice after definitely being outside her personal space bubble for a very long time.

Anyhoo finishing this work call off then dinner time, catch you all later.