Either she didn't know I was out of town or she actually respected my request that she didn't go over while I wasn't there. Either way the cats were still in the apartment and nothing seems to be missing.
I had another one of those bittersweet dreams last night. Every night the mom and I pray over the phone together. One of the things I pray for is reconciliation with the wife and that's exactly what was going on in the dream.
A part of me worries that the reconciliation in the dream is the closest I'll ever get to working things out with the W. The other part of me hopes that it's a sign of things to come. Either way having those dreams are jarring. Although I don't seem to be as shaken as some of the earlier ones have shaken me.
Avengers 2 is out, I want so badly to ask her to lunch and to go see it with me. I never thought I'd even have to face the possibility of seeing it without her. There's another CoDA meeting tonight I was thinking of going to. I'm toying with the idea of trying to squeeze in going to see it before the meeting. I guess I'll see if I can pull it off or not.
Me:33 W:34 T:13 M:8.5 D mentioned & S 2/13/15 "We can never get back together" 4/2/15 Visited & Mentioned she hasn't filed 4/20/15 "I want to have cats back" 5/4/15 Served D papers 5/8/15
