There have been lots of chats, like hours.

Most days, but one the scarey things about his wife is that she too also used to hit him in the night. Something that was an oh wow moment.

This stuff is so scripted it's very bizarre. I'm flipping and flopping. There was some triggering a couple of things could be taken as just concern for some one who lives alone but they do sound slightly controling to my ears now.

Which I called him out on. He is fine on being called out. Which is good, in a way.

Suffering some minor anxiety over things, about not wanting to lead the dude on, but I am still very unsure.the flipping is about wanting more but not wanting more to fast.

Ok so basically trying to work out how much is fear or weather it's this bloke is not for me.

He's seems fairly certain on things like being married again and finding a serious r soon. Last week I decided that was just too hard and too much work, something will take time and I need to just get more settled and just keep looking round.

But I want some icing! Yesterday....

So clear as mud really!


M 46 h54
Both married before
T 11y
Bd 2/14 I must see where ow leads!
Ms 18 hs 26