#45 Partly Sunny

[kat727]

I have had this feeling for a year. Don't know if it is because I am truly stuck until I find something else or because I refuse to do the same old thing just to get a new job. You know the company may change, the title may change but basically you are doing the same thing.

I want things to shake up once and a while, something creative. Dealing with numbers is pretty much that, dealing with numbers. My boss can be ok or a real pain if it is one of those days when I feel as if I am continually being put down. I am a smart cookie, not trying to have an ego, so I should be able to find something amazing in good ole backwards Topeka, KS, right??

I feel as if I am a bird locked in a cage and I know that in three years I can fly far away if I want to, but part of me will see where the kids are. Feel as if I am waiting to live the life I am meant to live.

kat