Honestly I'm still an emotional roller coaster and I feel that I still need to work on my self before I can be in any type of relationship right now. I do believe that if we were to start back up tomorrow nothing would really be any different than it was because it hasent been enough time to fix what's broken and it can't just be swept under a rug. She is the was not me but I have to be the one to better myself so she would be an idiot to try and leave.
