BA, I'd scoop you up in a minute...you've got a car! OK, last word on "spiritual but not religious" (at least on my part). The impression that moniker gives me is that if you follow a specific faith practice then you aren't considered spiritual...you are either spiritual or you are religious, which is untrue. Anyway, enough of that. Kat, I sometimes have periods where I wonder why the heck am I doing what I'm doing. Helping people often feels like I'm just the raw meat society throws these people to keep them busy gnawing on something and when I'm gone they'll toss in another piece! I think we all go through those periods...they come and they go. That doesn't mean you don't take note and take stock but I find examining my life when I feel that way doesn't really lead to anything good. Better to wait till you perk up a bit to really look at things seriously. That's my take.