Focused on Me and My Son 2

[Sherman333]

Let me add one thing. I'm absolutely NOT trying to destroy her. I made a few mistakes in this (documented earlier on my threads) and I'm continuing to pay for them. She's done a lot that has kept me off balance and not my usual self.

There is a plan to have things end up as best they can for my son. As she's encountered pieces of the plan, it's caused her to be very uncomfortable.

There's still a big piece of me that cares about this woman, even after all the things she's done.

So tonight, S7 is here and I'm having a bit of fear creep in where this is all concerned. Last couple of days I was more like my old self. Tonight though? Why the fears? I don't get it.