Thanks cadet that was exactly what I needed to hear, I've decided to truly live up to the 180s and put my focus primarily on my kids an I, At first I was thinking to myself that I'm the one that caused all this and I have owned up to half of it marriage is 50/50 so I'm taking my 50% of the blame. No more persuing, I told myself that before I made any radical decision that I needed to find my self again and make sure that I'm happy and healthier than ever, but than I relized I don't need to find myself I'm already here, what I need to do is be Who I want to be for the kids and myself. Maybe once I figure the big things out all the small ones will fall into place.
