I think you underestimate yourself with the 'strength only on the outside' comment. I don't agree with that. I think you are like a stick of Dublin rock with Strength running all the way through.
Sorry it isn't the best week, lovely RD. Sitches have such ups and downs. Edz was in a funk a month or so ago - and look at him now!
Things will turn at some point. Either your W will start to wake up. Or you will just start to feel more happy again and will keep moving forward. We'll be here good times and bad, so just keep posting. Are you and those lovely kids up to anything tonight??
xxxx (four kisses returned. A bonus two because you are in a funk. But don't tell Pink)
T 13 M 7 Me 48 H 46 SS 15 BD 7.14 PA D final 5.16 (H filed)
We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus