I'm so ridden with anxiety that it feels hard to breath.. I'm trying to decide what approach to have when he gets in touch about our talk-date tomorrow. I know he wants to call it off, and I'm just thinking that I don't want to have this conversation..

OMG he's calling as I'm writing this and I didn't reply. I need to have a thought on what to say or do when I talk with him. What on earth should I do?? :*(

M: 44 H: 43
ILYBNILWY: 7/4-15 Decided to try to reconnect.
"This doesn't work, I have no feelings": 20/4-15
Scheduled "talk" :9/5-15
It's over: 9/5