Thank Matt777. Yes, I have been working on myself and trying to GAL as much as I can. There are good days and bad days.
Made a HUGE mistake yesterday and i have backslid quite a bit. I don't know what got into me (maybe feeling lonely), but i started to browse an online dating website (feeling lonely/lost i guess)and W saw my phone and she got really mad and said that the little respect she had for me is now gone. She was really angry and I know why. I really screwed up and I think i might have screwed any chances of me saving my marriage. I dont know what i was thinking......im such an idiot
Me-35 W-34 Married 6/2011 T-6 years S-2 BD-3/22/2015
