Other day I asked her if she had or is having affair. laid out all the fact, of course she denied and had reasons for all evidence, so who knows.

Yesterday W said "we are not friends". She started thinking about a woman I KISSED 14 years ago, and she feels like a fool. I kept my calm, explained we dealt with that years ago. I blamed my drinking for what happened, which I don't do anymore. W said got it back in her head and let go of it. Seems like she digging for excuses to get out? Guess I brought this upon myself for accusing her.

Also told me no contact except if its about house or kids. "Don't want to talk about us." I agree and went to bed. I can follow the 32 steps and detach. Any thing else I should do? How do I act around her at home since we live together? I'll take any help I can get. Pretty sure its coming to an end.


both 40
kids 15 and 10