Another round with lawyer to play this game I don't want to play.
I didn't sleep well , anxiety mounting over WW comments about me dropping my lawyer and how we could have been divorced already if I didn't hire him.
So much anger, so much manipulation, so many lies, so so much of everything that has to be her way. She wants me to "own this" and I don't know what that means. I think it means she wants me to own hiring a lawyer for me and putting us in this mess. She is still pushing for what she wants which is everything.
Anytjme the convo drifted to our marriage she was very very negative about it and how awful and dyafunctional it was. She keeps saying that I poisoning the kids against her. At this point I don't even argue with her just sigh.
It is strange to talk to her over kid issues but not about legal issues (for the most part). Talk about elephant in the room.
Once again, in her mind her affair Is not the reason for the split - just a coincidence. That is hard to listen to as well.
I can talk to her about anything regarding the kids but anything legal is a no unless I want to go back to mediation.
