Thanks to you all. The strength is on the outside W is still loved by me but I'm an expert at fake it until you feel it. I do find over time it gets easier to detach and only when triggered do I struggle
I have a few close friends that I confide in and my L/C and all of them are telling me to stand for my M because they all seem to think W is lost As I've Posted W does seem very lost but I'm not sure I have the patience to see what the outcome will be. For me W has made her choices in life and I have to accept them. We all think our sitchs are unique and I'm no different W left me with everything , she doesn't take cash even when it's offered , she does open up to me and tells me that I'm the one she confides in. I suppose I can only go on her actions and that's she living apart from me and spends time with OM.
don't know why the funk the last few days but it's life so I must deal with it.
