Can't help but to laugh, because you are sooooooo spot on!

But I would say the ratio is more like 10/5 because I do want to hear what his saying, I just wish I heard something else.
But I do care how he feels and understand that it must have been/and still is very hard for him.

I'm gonna do my very best to STFU (a thing that doesn't come naturally to me) and listen to him. Validate and just wish him good luck. I'll try not to cry, gonna be hard, but I'm gonna do my best to read as much as I can before, so that I have the rules fresh and hope that it'll give me the strength I need.

I don't think I've seen your letter.. Have to try find it. Was so many pages, I might have missed one.. Sorry about that!
Started reading Wonka too, but he had so many pages and treads that I kind of got lost. He seemed like he had lots of experience too and had come a long way.

Thank you so much Zeus, please keep your fingers crossed for me! I keep hoping for a miracle, that I know ain't coming but I can't help but to wish it anyway..

All my best!!

M: 44 H: 43
ILYBNILWY: 7/4-15 Decided to try to reconnect.
"This doesn't work, I have no feelings": 20/4-15
Scheduled "talk" :9/5-15
It's over: 9/5